Fits of laughter
as my screams grow louder...

Honestly, I don't know where to begin
There are so many words that I can only say...

I'm sorry that I'm not skinny
or have the clearest complexion...

I was just a little kid, and I remembered all the...
"Not a word...I swear it won't hurt..take...

I have to wipe away my tears
and I have to fight off my fears...

I've written other suicide poems
But this time is for real...

Breathe...
I sometimes have to remind myself of this...

I'm gone now, do you have any regrets?
Was their something you wanted to say...

You once said "You are mine and always will...
I take a second to sit back, and an moment to...

I've never been conceited
I've never been the one to judge...

I am nothing
Just cold and forgotten...

I stare at myself in the mirror
as tears run down my face...