Shattered by waking up from restless dreams
after the night shift of her private life...

In the darkness of that one desperate moment,
many years ago...

I made a promise to myself
that even when the pain gets really bad...

Everyone wanted to see her different sides,
instead of the broken soul she appeared to be...

I feel like I was forced upon this path in life
by one of the worst crimes in the world...

Don't blame it on me that we broke so easily,
I tried to warn you that we were fragile...

I thought you would try to never judge me
if you really loved me like you said...

I never judged you,
but now I see you didn't do the same with me...

I just wanted to make you proud,
but thinking back on it...

I couldn't see through your lies
which seemed to show you loved me...

My room feels like a shrine
from all the gifts of love...

I may as well live on a different planet
because this suffocating loneliness...