I never judged you,
but now I see you didn't do the same with me...
I just wanted to make you proud,
but thinking back on it...
I couldn't see through your lies
which seemed to show you loved me...
My room feels like a shrine
from all the gifts of love...
I may as well live on a different planet
because this suffocating loneliness...
I have always been completely defenceless-
an easy target to knock straight down...
I wake up in the morning,
instantly wishing the sun will shine down on your...
We made so many plans for the future,
hopes and dreams that gave us something to look...
I don't want to say goodbye all over again,
so I keep this silence alive instead of making...
All these broken dreams
are starting to freeze my soul...
I owe you the biggest apology
that my heart will allow to give...
The strongest weakness I know,
is my ability to turn the burning pain inside of...