Confronting my worst nightmare
of facing the evil beast...

Numbness spreads across my brittle bones,
Under my pale skin and into my broken heart...

If someone would just love me
i could be that happy girl...

I wish I had the poetic words to express
the heart-wrenching pain which is rumbling...

My big brother
always buys me things...

I can create astounding magic
using nothing but fire alone...

I knew from that first moment
when my eyes looked into yours...

I was born a yellow sunflower
with petals which should have grown...

I could have been an actress
could have been on the TV...

I like how you make me laugh
even if i don't want to smile...

I sit and i cry
i feel the need to cut...

Meaningless roses
I send you back with my love...