My life was so messed up
everything was going wrong...
Words cannot describe the horrific fear
that travelled through my body because of you...
I was never Daddy's little Princess,
you were never Mummy's little Prince...
Temptation echoes,
weakness falls into the trap...
That night she never slept
that night she never ate...
I'm stuck inside a Ferris wheel
that is rising high above the ground...
Today I believed your lies again-
a habit I can't seem to break...
If this life is only temporary,
then tell me please...
I believe that you were killed,
even if it wasn't murder by the book...
Paralysed body,
fragile and comatose mind...
Kindness creeps closer,
paranoia awakens...
In a world full of confusion
where red only appears as anger...