We laugh smile and try to flirt
to forget about the painful hurt...

Please come back and never leave
i can't show my feelings or how i grieve...

My thoughts and cries you can't define
the distant memories are yours and mine...

Black is a hole that sucks me up inside,
Black is a secret that I must hide...

Your hands are mine only to hold
living with my heart when it turned cold...

Am i the reason you cry or the reason you run away
am i the reason for the price you're forced to pay...

You make me smile when i want to cry
you help me live when i want to die...

The darkness is here upon my heart
watching my world fall apart...

The sky is dark and full of fear
your distant memories have brought me here...

I was stupid enough to believe your lies
and now its come as no surprise...

I'm sick of feeling like I'm being used
like I'm unwanted and abused...

Why can't you stay to hold my hand
help me through and understand...