ALL YOU CREATE

We laugh smile and try to flirt
to forget about the painful hurt
the reasons we cry the price we pay
to keep ourselves alive when they refuse to stay
and i'm still trying to understand
why you let go of my shaking hand
the smiles he gave the words he said
crawling around in my screwed up head
taking away everything you need
knowing you suffer watching you bleed
seeing everyone become your fool
living in a world thats only cruel
the people you love you can't find
forgetting what you did when you left them behind
a dark cloud smothers your face
and refuses your eyes in a crowded place
your smile i can see in a complication
but my heart will crumble in this situation
and no one will ever possibly relate
to the love and pain only you can create