My heart is racing
But my body is still...

You crushed my heart
That is why I'm lying on the floor...

Her eyes sparkle
Mine only drop tears...

I liked you
and gave you my all...

She lays on the floor
Residing in pain...

My stomach hurt when I saw you with her
What I saw was smiles and laughter...

Well its official
You finally got the one you wanted...

I saw you with her one night
And something inside me felt gone...

Sitting in my closet
Hiding from all the pain...

My face is chubby and my stomach is fat.
Thats what they tell me everyday...

Brian, hes invisible
I cant see him but hes really there...

My best friend died today.
Monday January 22 2007...