& Here we go again,
A girl loving a guy
That would a b a n d o n
Her in a second &
Ignoring a boy that
Would give her his
Every heartbeat.

I used to think I had it "good",
But I totally misunderstood..
I had it "perfect".

I'm falling now because
I'm holding on to things,
That are no longer there.

I wish I could just crack
my head open, take out my brain
and surgically remove all of the
thoughts I ever had of you.

I argue with him like he's my brother,
I flirt with him like the friend that he is,
But I love him like he's the only one for me.

Everyday people ask me,
"Are you two going out?"
And you don't realize how painful
It is to reply,
"No, we're just friends.."

If you see me walking with someone else, it's not because I love them, it's because you're not there to walk beside me. If I fall in love with someone else, it's not because I wanted to.. It's because you weren't there to catch me.

You hold my hands to your chest,
I love to hear your heart beat.
Especially when I know,
It beats for me. <3

Guess not much has changed..
Watch the clock,
Head for home,
Check the phone, just in case,
Go to bed, dream of YOU.
That's what I'm doing these days.

Someday someone's going to walk into your life, and you are going to realize the real reason it didn't work with anyone else.