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I write all kinds of poems, quotes, and songs. I am the lyricist for a rare local band. I am in LOVE with music and art. I play five instruments and learning my sixth and seventh. I draw pretty well, and love to paint. My favorite bands and artists include Nickelback (a band me and my mom loved), Fall Out Boy, Green Day, Lifehouse, Taylor Hicks, Taylor Swift, and some others I forgot. I consider myself lucky. Lucky can be bad or good, and in my case, it's both. I think that is why my music can be any random emotion. Because I've felt it all already. Even love, even if I haven't felt it from a guy...I know how it feels like because of my friends and family. I said I'm lucky. I mean I've traveled the entire world, and can remember only a little of it. I had a wonderful mom who understood me perfectly but she died at age 39 of Lupus (a type of cancer where the body attacks itself) just this past August. To find out more about lupus, go to www.lupus.org. I would really appreciate it. I won $$200 in scratch-off lottery tickets and $$100 of free groceries before age seven and was really rich, but we are now almost broke. I had a pretty good boyfriend, but he broke up with me because my mom died and moved two cities away. See what I mean?? But I don't hate it...I used to, but I mean what's the point? Although I do suffer from depression, I don't feel like it. I can't remember much of my past, not even yesterday or last summer, etc etc. I am failing four out of five classes and hate all of my teachers and don't like my friends, but I don't fit in anywhere else. Thanks for taking the time to read this...e-mail me if you want. =] |
I don't get it.
If you think you're pretty...
You only acknowledge my mess-ups
and none of my accomplishments...
The tears start falling from her eyes
As the night goes on she cries and cries...
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Rest assured; I will be there. |
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Fragile lives Fragile souls |
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Even angels aren't always angelic. |