I glance outside my window,
looking past the hedgerow...

All I can do is smile,
& pretend that I'm ok...

I sit here as I think -
what happened to pinky swears...

Watching my reflection fall and crash,
like a feeling of whip-lash...

Within each heart beat there is a pain.
For every swallow the pain will gain...

You'll never know the life I've lived,
or how many tears I've cried...

I look into the mirror,
and I don't see my reflection...

Swallow free from will.
Just take the god damn pill...

I'm sad that you left.
You left me all alone...

I sat and watched as you backed out in your car.
You didn't get that far...

You think you can push me around.
Then use me...

Try to see past the scars,
and look within...