Feel like I should jump off a cliff
Just lose control of all my mind's worries...
What is it like to not be angry all the time?
What is it like to not feel you could never get...
Surrounded by the reminder of this old pain
I struggle to find the right words again...
How can I be happy to be a human being?
When all my senses have been dulled away...
Throw away the towel and say what's on your mind
Time has come and gone and nothing real has been...
Your words weigh my mind like heavy bricks.
Falling one by one off those damn dry lips...
Flaming soul like dry wood to fire
Arms and legs weaken at the very fall...
This torn black world has fallen apart
Hear as the angels above begin to weep...
These choices keep staring me right in the face
Threatening to change me and the path I take...
Tell me what it is I need to do to make you see
Your expectations are higher than I can reach...
Sometimes I forget what it's like
To be human anymore...
There's so much that I have missed
But I guess I got tired of waiting...