Sometimes I forget what it's like
To be human anymore...

Lost in your sky
Stars shine one by one...

I can't escape the weight on my shoulders.
This baggage constantly dragging me down...

My mind so restless with these questions
Weary from the energy you drain from me...

With age comes the reality
that life is just another perception...

I had dreams of a day when I would feel okay
I had hopes that after a while, this pain would go...

Wasting away this life I was given
Each breathe is one I wish I never had...

The time keeps ticking by
As your fake walls fall down...

I've never felt your touch on my skin
Or had your soft lips on mine...

In my heart and my mind these thoughts stab at me
Bleeding out my soul until I'm drowing in the pain...

I close my eyes to push this away
But stronger hands pull it back quickly...

This facade is becoming all I am inside
Dissolving the real face it's just supposed to...