These thoughts keep running from my head
Each one exposed to the stench of the air all...

Flaming soul like dry wood to fire
Arms and legs weaken at the very fall...

Been a long year without you by my side
Always thought the pain would never divide...

Surrounded by the reminder of this old pain
I struggle to find the right words again...

I wish I could promise you that I'll be around.
I wish I could express myself but I cant make a...

What is it like to not be angry all the time?
What is it like to not feel you could never get...

Feel like I should jump off a cliff
Just lose control of all my mind's worries...

Dear God,
I know I havent talked to you in a little while...

You're always sitting in the back of the room
Dreaming of a day when things will be okay...

Fading back into the crowd
As you put the mask back on...

This torn black world has fallen apart
Hear as the angels above begin to weep...

So how does it feel to be a fake?
To never give back, only to take...