"im trying not to love you
im trying not to care
im trying not to live my life,
wishing you were there
im trying not to wonder
where you are or what you do
..im sorry i cant help myself...
.i fell in love with you."

& each day she begs him to commit to just her...and each time he promises her he will she knows he is lying but she just cant seem to let him go...

& she foolishly stays because she is too scared there wont be a future without him....

I held him as he cried on my chest knowing this was all my fault..

& the fact of the matter is she knows she needs to let him go but they have been through hell and back and she still feels like she needs him.

She smashed the rearview mirror with her fist.
Because starting today..
she is [NEVER] looking back.

Her mothers dissappointment
haunts her in her sleep
being pregnant at sixteen,
wow did she get herself into something deep

& ever since he left, she cant eat, she can barely sleep, and each day she still wakes up nervous to go to school, and when she see's his face in the hall her heart still drops and she longs to hold him again.

Oh & forgive me for actually believing all your promises.

& everytime he turns to go, he always stops and whispers in her ear "dont worry, im going to always be here"