Sometimes you just want so badly to move on..you would do anything to just stop the hurt..

but it just wont go away...

& its killing me to walk down this hallway,
holding back the tears & that clumped feeling in my throat
..looking around at all the faces, hoping to see you, knowing thats not going to happen.....

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Me: arent you afraid at all?
him:of what?
me:well your oging off next year..and we have to sepreate
him: and?
me: dont you think its stupid for us to get attached, only to be broken hearted in the fall?
him......idk

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Why cant you see its breaking my heart?!?!

& no matter what I do..
I always forget, to forget you..

Your walking away.
taking my whole world out the door..
while I'm just that stupid girl.
crying her heart out on the cold floor...
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& he was the one to give me the greatest happiness...& he was the one to take it with him when he walked away..
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& every day i catch myself crying over you...(still)

& ive come to realize..my heart just cant take it anymore...

& honestly i think she is an idiot for still standing beside him..but i would be a hypacrite if i told her she should let him go...