Why is it i fall for the guy who i know will make me cry and i push the guy away who would never do such a thing?

His exact words were
" i juss thought id tell you i love you more than anything in this world"

I just want you happy..wouldnt you want the same for me?

Most people eat there pain away
some cry it away
some run it away
and some cut it away
..well you know what
ive tried all those
but nothing ever seems to get you off my mind

Ill never be the same without you...

Im not over you..
but then again maybe i dont want to be..

I wish..
you loved me like you love her.....

I hate him..
but then again i love him soo much...

How do you do it??
how do you make me love you?

I blew my love into the sky
hoping it would make it to you...