Ya know, I kinda have this fear
That while he is away and we cant commnuicate..he'll just forget about me
&& Ill be stuck loving him.....

Me: Im so in love with you && the deeper I fall the more I get scared you'll just walk away

Him: I promise you I wont ever leave you

I've spent every night this month wondering...if you'll actually keep that promise...??

The craziest part is when I hear your voice all the pain and sorrow floats away...&& I just melt inside

Every time I get lonely
I pull out your love letters && It feels as if you never left...

Its hard knowing..
You have his love...
But you still have to compete with other girls just to keep it....?

I love you soo much....
But Its not fair for me to have to spend every day crying && worrying myself sick.....just waiting for you to choose one of them [[over]] me...

Its like I sit here [[A.L.L.]] day thinking about you..
Wondering if I slipped your mind at all...?

Uhmm..He is worth loving....I think....I hope.....He just isnt the same anymore....the love is fading && thats what im afraid of..

I Hate how regardless of the pain you put me through,
I want to stay and fix this..If only I could,
&& I hate how much I never stop loving you
When I know I probably should

Standing on the edge,
Not ready to let go...
Your the only thing running through my mind,
Maybe if I do this...Thats when you'll know...</3