Friend: Wow..your just not the same without him
Me: Why is that?? Is it because Im forced to put on this fake smile && act okay???
Friend: ????
Me: Yea...He made me this way.. </3

You told me you loved me
You told me you cared
You promised me forever
You said You would always be there
...
Do you love me?
Do You care?
Still Forever?
If so...
Why aren't you there???

Once I found out you were with her I cryed...
Then I laughed Because She could never Love you Like I do!

Isn't it just the funniest thing to finally think your getting over him..
Until the smallest things remind you of the times you Two were together..
&& All the pain comes rushing back..
You end up Missing him all over again </3

Isnt it funny how there is this one thing you HATE about him...
But once your no longer together,
Thats the one thing you miss so much...</3

Friend: Wow, With John you look so happy for the first time since you && Shaun broke up
Me: *smile* Nah
Friend: Seriously..
Me: Maybe I'm just tired of crying over him...I just want to be happy!

He held me tight,
Wiped my tears,
&& promised he would always love me
<3

[[I Love You Shaun]]

How can you sit there,
Looking me in the eyes
&& tell me nothings changed
Damn, I may not be the most sensable person..
But Im not blind Shaun!

I woke up Happy knowing I was finally over you
Then once I got to school
I saw you kiss her
&& My heart just fell apart all over again...

[[I guess I lied to myself so much..I though it was true]]..Oh wait i learned that from you!

One minute your kissing me && telling me im your everything...
The next you hate me && want nothing to do with me
...Its like this rollacoaster...
&& Im just not enjoying the ride anymore </3