I laid in my bed thinking of what to do.. should I...
Should I just get up and give you a hug? Forget...

I wanna be better. Not for you but for me. I want...

I don't understand I hate you so much yet I cant...

I think that we never got to have a relationship...
I wish I hadn't listened to what everyone would...

As I lay in my bed, I think of all the horrible...
I can't do this any longer… I falling apart...

Its time to get you out of my head. Its time for...

I dream of being a star... But mommy tells me...
I tell mommy what I want to be.. She doesn\'t...

Its all happening right in front of me yet I...
Because it is disguised .. and not what everyone...

Mommy wheres daddy? Where is he today why can't he...
Mommy wheres daddy? Why did he go? Why did god...

Ive never hated myself like this before. Seeing...

I don't understand I hate you so much yet I cant...

I would smoke weed over you any day.. weed gives...