I cant even describe the pain i feel that everyone else doesnt even believe exists.

My life had no meaning,
but since youve walked into it youve given me something to smile about <3

He held me in his arms,
holding me tight and not letting go.
it was a fairytale coming alive,
&& he is my prince tonight.

<3

And, for that moment, the glow of the present made them forget about there painful future.

<3

There is only so much one heart can take,
and im sorry but mine is starting to bleed in pain && now its my time to leave.

My soul is fading away with time and noone even understands..

I can hear your crys
i cant see your smiles
baby, you deserve so much more.
but i need you in my life,

&& maybe ill tell everyone when my tears start to fall that there tears of happiness..not sadness, or anything to do with what the society does not want to no about.

He said to me,
'i dont want to say i love you anymore, i say it so much its starting to sound like i dont mean it. i think i should come up with a new word so when i say it, its special and gets you all excited'

After athleteics carnival and 2 hrs of hard cheerleading i sent this to boyfriend :)

'even though my whole body is acheing, and im about to die from massive amounts of pain, id do anything to run all the way to your house for a single hug :)'