Over and over, I reach you:
through the winds, the drifting of snow...

I'm having trouble breathing again.
I guess I believed these lungs would fill...

I remove all of the excess in your life,
the heavy weights of trying to balance...

I need to be more grateful; mother already
comments that I complain about the mundane...

Fly from this earth,
that's what she crossed her fingers for...

What will your last smile stir inside
of me? An absence of mind perhaps...

I barely kissed daylight today; nightmares
plagued the innocence I held for you, taunting...

I used to think my love for you
exceeded all colors, rose above...

"Is it possible to fill holes
when you're done being...

I'm doubtful. I don't know what to write. I don't...
[What how when where why...

Allow me to push you forward,
push me back...

North
is where...