I promised myself.
I promised you, in a way...

I. Waking Up
it is this heavy weight i cannot shake...

I try to process what they’ve told me.
Bits and pieces come back...

if only i could sum it up
into a sentence or two...

Blurry is what I see
in front of me...

This is me and isn't.
I wish you could understand...

A sunset by the water,
something we don't see often...

I climbed the fire tower
like I did several years ago...

I just need to be comforted.
I need to be told it's safe...

I’m trying to find my balance,
trying to understand what I need is not...

I don't want to sleep
because there doesn't seem to be a...

I didn't know?
I...