I ask myself what I really want from you.
How can I excavate my truth if you are...

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I remember wanting to be discovered by you...

Orchestral breakdowns
look pitifully insignificant...

I thought of you randomly tonight,
and realized, I still had your number...

I prepare myself for
the questions you'll ask...

At first, you assume it's going to be
easy, stripping the wallpaper off...

His name is J and I don't know him well.
His existence in my dream may be a...

i don't remember the last
time i broke down, crying over...

The bed -
it beckons me...

I don't accept you for who you are.
I throw you in the trash...

I could never sleep through
you disturbing me...

the AC kicks on and rattles the closed door...
how many times now have i been told...