I wish I could let myself feel it.
The reality that you care...

Stability is
a swinging pendulum that comes to a brief rest...

The sadness creeps in,
unsuspected, unwanted...

there are frantic attempts to
fill the blank spaces...

I've never had anyone leave me before.
I just thought you should know this...

Refuse the memories,
the knowledge of...

I thought I wrote a poem about it already,
but as I'm flipping through your pages...

This is me and isn't.
I wish you could understand...

When she looked at him for the first time,
She couldn't look away...

A mighty majestic evergreen,
Ingeniously decorated...

Black and white ripples dominate
trickling down my arm like deceitful venom...

Finest maidens fear not
your lovers are riding...