Chadstone late night shopping,
With a close friend who;s an ex...

Racing heart as day of doom comes,
Appointments that just don't end...

Voices try to rule me over
Never positive always negative...

To death
Why have you taken so much from me...

Is this why you treated me like you did?
Seizures when I was young...

Met you once didn't think of you again,
Met you a second time my how everything changed...

Everything i thought a mother daughter...
Broken and shattered... agony more than i can...

Everyday to be taken one at a time,
Can't wait to hopefully be normal again...

What do you do when things are never the way they...
For friendships you thought you had...

Serenaded me love with your masochistic lullaby
Bind my hands...

Wonder what any of it even means,
For nothing ever is what it seems...

Is this the take over,
Everything i thought we had...