If you loved me.. You wouldnt treat me this way...

I love when you touch my scars... it reminds me i never want to see that look in your eyes again

The only time i say what i really FEEL is in my HEAD and in my DREAMS...

Oneday I'll wear my scars as a badge of honor.... I can't wait for that day

I miss my BESTFRIEND.... and NO human being will ever understand how ALIVE it made me feel.

&& with all the walls I build, your here.
Saying I don't have to do this on my own.

I wasted my dreams on you

We love each other, but deep down.
I Miss Him, &&
He Misses Her...
But we stay together because
~THEY DON'T WANT US.~

He thinks when I say "I don't want kids." I mean 'I hate kids'.... what he doesn't realize is I don't think I CAN have kids.

I wish I had a real excuse...