I sit alone in my dark house
missing my best friend...

No one knew my true feelings for you
Not my friends, my family, not even you...

I visited you today for the first time since your...
Your grave was still covered in all your flowers...

I put the gun to my head
but I'm afraid to pull the trigger...

You were supposed to be my friend
My "pseudo sister", my other half...

Life is like a rollercoaster and I want to get...
I'm tired of the constant downhill slopes...

I'm so mad at you for dying
I'm so mad at you for not saying goodbye...

I put the blade to my skin and slice it deep
As the blood pours out like all the tears I've...

I tell everyone I'm okay but they don't know I'm...
I have to take meds so I don't feel like dying...