i am 20 years old and my name is zulah deconda. my heart is after god and it always will be. I ve been hurt by those who doesnt understand the lord....I guess. but i have grown so so so close to the lord through all of it. i now see he is my bestfriend and he will never leave me or forsake me. I love how the lord makes something horrible in my life and others and turns it into something good of him. it makes us stronger and smarter. give all the glory to god. i have learned to praise him even when i feel like i can not go on. and that has been so hard for me. and that is what makes life worth living for. he is always theyr