Dear Self:
You have been hurt so bad in these last few years...

When i wanted approval
you shut me down...

That year is now a blur
A simple unforgettable mistake...

I'm here!
I'm right here...

The snow starts falling all around
I am lost and can't be found...

I'm looking for someone to love me
Kiss and hold me tight...

And these days...
Well, nothings right...

Empty... Empty, dull and empty
She stares into those parlor walls...

And i keep coming back to you
'Smack...

The one who is worth the heart break; would never...
So I've heard, love is work and relationships...

I need consistency
I need you to care all of the time, not just when...

So nervous on our first date.
Clammy hands; i contemplate...