I Wanted To Smile

When i wanted approval
you shut me down.
When i wanted to smile
you made me frown.

When i asked for a hug
you laughed in my face.
When i asked for a kiss
you said "Give me a break".

When i tried to leave
you locked the door.
When i tried again
you knocked me to the floor.

When i felt i mattered
you turned me away.
When you told me you loved me
you were leading me astray.

When some one you love
causes you pain.
Pull yourself up, thats not love
thats a game.