So tip that bottle back and keep my memory fading...
The one thing you love more than me...
Has always been your DrInKiNg! :)

I sometimes get this feeling
That is so hard to explain
I do not know the meaning?
But it causes so much pain!

(from my poem "This Feeling")

And with the sun rose the fog off the ground.
And i thought about how my life, was about to change...

Hey i just got back from a third world country and had the expirences of my life. it was a life changing trip and i will never be the same. check out some of my new poems it would mean alot!!
-Hilary

Behind closed doors,
In bathroom stalls
Behind my long bangs and glasses
And underneath the make up.

-From my poem "I'm right here"-

The fight and sadness is on the inside, burning up in my soul, bleeding it's way out of my wrists and spilling out of my eyes...

'SMACK'
(I don't want to go back)

-from my poem "He Loves Me... Right?"

----->*Abuse stops here!*<-----

Oh and to be able to forget e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g would be the best thing...

And i just want to be able to look at him and say:
There is a girl out there who likes you, who wants to be with you, who thinks that you truley are great.
And you don't even seem to notice...

(it's me)