I never knew you could be so cold...

How long were you going to lie before you thought it'd be a good idea to tell me?

&&when I catch my breath, it's you I breath

&&Your everywhere to me,
when I close my eyes, it's you I see...

When I wake you never there
but when I sleep you everywhere....

&&what do you do
when your so used to living for yourself
and all of a sudden
your ealize
your living
for someone else....

How much do i have to love you before you realize this is killing me?

&&somehow it's calming to know not to expect anything more. To know I’ll never move from this place; being frozen, after all, means no more heartache.

You take my breath and then you walk away
Your life goes on without me
And you can look right at me
But in your eyes it's a mystery
What do you feel about me?

How you can go from loving someone with every fiber of your being to hating them with the same passion is beyond me, but yet i bare witness to the turmoil it brings to my own heart