Little colored lights
dotting the world below...
Your avoidance is endearing,
so sweet you'd think of me...
Why can't I be an anchor?
Why can't I be strong...
When did this lamp's glow
become so yellow and so harsh...
Stillness of almost night,
a twilight of the ugly kind...
The tired clock's fingers reach,
reach for the stars, reach into space...
Can sweetness kill a girl?
if so, kill me now...
Critisize a little harder,
I know just how that feels...
Fly away, my little sparrow,
I suppose you're truly free...
Veneer to mask the pain,
it has become a cage with iron bars...
A key is just a key
until it bites into a thumb...
Talk big and watch the sky bleed,
mirrored in the lake that is my eyes...