So i told you how i felt,
but you never answered back...

I'm told that I'm a no good, useless, pile of sh...
-they laugh because I'm different...

I'm not asking for your help
or even your pity...

Pride, its something i have;
i can't fake it...

Why is it every time i get an once of hope its...
I've come to a solution. i can not live off of...

Depression,
drills a hole in my heart...

Although your love may have gone astray,
mine never really seemed to go away...

I miss being in his arms,
its the truth although i hate it...

Mumbling and stuttering over simple syllables;
my brain is racing, my fingers jittery...

My first love was him.
at first sight i fell in love with him...

One bandaid couldn't cure
all the pain i have to endure...

I'm not quite sure if i love him or not
i don't think the pain I've suffered have been...