She has been lying all along, now no one will...
That she was never happy; her smile was just on...
She doesnt know what's going on, she feels so...
For once she does not feel betrayed or even used...
I'll take this blade,
And end my life...
If I could write you a letter,
Of how I really feel...
All along she's felt so isolated from everyone...
This doesn't help at all, when she doesn't feel...
I don't think I can do this without you anymore,
I'm still scared that you are going to walk out...
It's 3am, she's lying on the floor,
She's use to the chills she's had them before...
I need you, like a heart needs a beat.
I need you like a puzzle needs to be complete...
Dear Diary, begins the story,
Of a girl sick of being used...
I don't know what I want anymore,
But i can't stand to be in this place...
Crying out for help,
No one seems to hear...
Lying on the bathroom floor,
In my own pool of blood...