She doesn't know how she is feeling, terrible...
How can she tell them, she would rather be dead...

I lie awake pretending, I am not hurting at all,
I lie to myself, saying I did not mean to fall...

She has been lying all along, now no one will...
That she was never happy; her smile was just on...

She doesnt know what's going on, she feels so...
For once she does not feel betrayed or even used...

I dont know if I should tell you,
Just how I truly feel...

I'll take this blade,
And end my life...

If I could write you a letter,
Of how I really feel...

All along she's felt so isolated from everyone...
This doesn't help at all, when she doesn't feel...

I feel as if I am flying,
I feel as if I am free...

You were never there when I was upset or down,
You never noticed when I was wearing a frown...

A part of me is gone,
And it is never coming back...

You played me like a fool,
I thought you loved me too...