Final Night

I'll take this blade,
And end my life,
One slash across,
I'll end this strife.

I'll dig it in,
Just to feel some pain,
The trust the took
I'll never regain,

I'll cut a vein,
And watch it bleed,
All down my arm,
As I finish my deed.

If i don't succeed,
I'll try again,
All i really want,
Is this pain to end.

If nothing happens,
I'll remove my knife,
Take a gun,
And end my life,

No one will know,
The pain I bared,
For I never felt,
They truly cared.

The final night though,
Will show them how I feel inside,
Because that night,
I would have committed suicide.