In life the hardest lessons are learnt when someone close to you hurts you and acts as though it was just a simple mistake. Even simple mistakes are deadly sometimes....

I cannot help but wonder why,
It's always easier for you to walk away then to try.
I cannot help but ponder over each thought,
As though it'll change everything even the times we fought....

When I dream the dreams I do,
All I can see is you.
Don't tell me that it's true,
Am I really in love with you?

Within the shrouded pieces of my dreams, my love and my thoughts I still cannot seem to see how I should still continue to hope. When days go by the pain in my heart continues to grow to such strength that depression becomes my only friend...

Sometimes it's hard to see past the heartache that has bonded itself so well to your soul that no matter how hard you try you cannot shake of that feeling that somehow you have no one else to blame but your own self for that which happened.

Waking to a new day but there's nothing good to think about,
As the shrouded pieces of my soul diminish without,
A single trace to try and amend,
Each and every mistake that marked the end.

I'm trying to understand beneath the depths of my heart,
How easy it is to break things and leave each other wretched apart.
I cannot seem to fathom why I should accept this as God's will,
When even for a second I cannot even forget you still...

I promise that I will forget you,
Cos I don't intend on harbouring these tears.
All you ever gave me was pain....

I'm going to show you what you mean to me
Even if it takes forever.
I'm going to tell you what I see in you,
Even if tomorrow may not survive.
I want you to know you mean the world to me,
You're all I ever want in life - you're all I can see.

I miss the way things used to be,
But I don't miss you.
I miss the person I used to be,
But I don't miss you.
I miss how uncomplicated life used to be,
But I don't miss you.