I promise that I will forget you,
Cos I don't intend on harbouring these tears.
All you ever gave me was pain....

I'm trying to understand beneath the depths of my heart,
How easy it is to break things and leave each other wretched apart.
I cannot seem to fathom why I should accept this as God's will,
When even for a second I cannot even forget you still...

Waking to a new day but there's nothing good to think about,
As the shrouded pieces of my soul diminish without,
A single trace to try and amend,
Each and every mistake that marked the end.

Sometimes it's hard to see past the heartache that has bonded itself so well to your soul that no matter how hard you try you cannot shake of that feeling that somehow you have no one else to blame but your own self for that which happened.

Within the shrouded pieces of my dreams, my love and my thoughts I still cannot seem to see how I should still continue to hope. When days go by the pain in my heart continues to grow to such strength that depression becomes my only friend...

If this heartache could leave me for even just a second maybe then I could see myself as the person I've always been. Yet as I sit crouched upon my knees, silently wishing that I could erase everything I wish that death would extend it's hand towards me

I miss you more than any words can ever describe. It's as though there is this empty void that doesn't lessen only continues to grow to such an extent that even in the midst of all that is happening, your absence is deeply felt.

It's amazing how...
we once used to be the best of friends and now we're complete strangers.,
we would talk to each other day and night and now we can't even say hello,
I used to the girl of your dreams and now I'm just nothing to you....

There isn't much more to say or do,
When no hope remains and tomorrow only brings a sorrowful tune,
When memories of what used to be just linger in your face and you realise that the person you loved isn't really the person you seem to know....

I hate that I'm still stuck onto you even though it makes no sense to be. I let my heart speak the truth but you never hear those words that mean everything when I say that you're my everything... When I say that....