If this heartache could leave me for even just a second maybe then I could see myself as the person I've always been. Yet as I sit crouched upon my knees, silently wishing that I could erase everything I wish that death would extend it's hand towards me

I miss you more than any words can ever describe. It's as though there is this empty void that doesn't lessen only continues to grow to such an extent that even in the midst of all that is happening, your absence is deeply felt.

I miss your voice and your smile,
The days we seemed to talk all night.
It seems just like yesterday that you were here,
Now you're gone and nothing feels right.

Feels really weird that you're always on my mind,
Can't seem to stop thinking of you - in memories you still hide.
I don't know whats gonna happen - too afraid to try,
But I can feel myself falling for you - there's something awakening inside....

This broken heart will never heal,
Your memories will continue to steal my sleep,
Empty words play around in my head,
And yet there's nothing left - another heart lay dead.....

Sometimes it's hard to comprehend what goes on in your head,
The more I think about it I just end up reaching a dead end.
Maybe it would be better just to not feel something,
And in the darkness old wounds may begin to heal...

I wish that I could burn your every memory,
Walk away and save myself from this torture and agony.
I wish that you would open your eyes and see,
That I'm so in love with you but all you do is treat me so badly...

I hate that I'm still stuck onto you even though it makes no sense to be. I let my heart speak the truth but you never hear those words that mean everything when I say that you're my everything... When I say that....

There isn't much more to say or do,
When no hope remains and tomorrow only brings a sorrowful tune,
When memories of what used to be just linger in your face and you realise that the person you loved isn't really the person you seem to know....

It's amazing how...
we once used to be the best of friends and now we're complete strangers.,
we would talk to each other day and night and now we can't even say hello,
I used to the girl of your dreams and now I'm just nothing to you....