I hate that I'm still stuck onto you even though it makes no sense to be. I let my heart speak the truth but you never hear those words that mean everything when I say that you're my everything... When I say that....

There isn't much more to say or do,
When no hope remains and tomorrow only brings a sorrowful tune,
When memories of what used to be just linger in your face and you realise that the person you loved isn't really the person you seem to know....

I chose drugs over pain,
Alcohol to hide the shame.
Solitude to forget them all,
Absence in darkness to fall.