what do you do when you realize
you cant even ask for help...

i can feel it happening again,
the world turning sideways...

i was never taught how to love
never taught what it means to feel...

will can be broken by a simple action
a mind penetrated without words...

Some people don't dare to live their dreams
Others let them die in vain...

I've spent the last three months
playing games and tearing people apart...

I'm hateful, with good reason
No need to complain...

What happens when the butterflies are replaced...
the smiles replaced by tears...

Such a strong trusting nature
a strong urge to please...

Its just another one of those days
Where your minds stuck in the past...

You cry and say your hurting
but you don't know real pain...

Every tear falls for a reason
every dream shattered for a cause...