I'm not listening
so u can save your breath...

Sitting in my room
suffocating by my own hand...

So much of me is not my own
i give too much away...

i can feel it happening again,
the world turning sideways...

All the things that you don't know
Are all the things I hide...

U can sit and watch her self-destruct
not knowing the end is near...

Id like to tell you a story
of a girl with broken dreams...

will can be broken by a simple action
a mind penetrated without words...

I'm hateful, with good reason
No need to complain...

Can anyone tell me why I'm alone
when theres supposed to be a soul mate for...

what do you do when you realize
you cant even ask for help...

I'm sorry i listened when u talked tho u couldn't...
I'm sorry i hung on your every word when everyone...