They don't seem to know
That everytime they spit their harsh words
That she dies a little more
And day by day, word by word, she is slowly fading away

Each word you yell
Takes away a bit of her streangth

And each tear that falls
Takes away a bit of her soul

I have lots of friends.
But I still feel like they don't get me.
Why is that?
Will anyone ever get me?
It make me feel so alone.
And that's not a good feeling.

Feel completly alone is scary
It's a scary emtion
But what I'm even more afraid of
Is that I will feel this way forever

I AM GOING TO BE A LEADER

Depression
Cuts
Tears
Fake smiles
Lies
Blood
The ghost of my past.
Will they haunt me forever......

And she was nieve(sp) enough to believe that fairy tales come true...........

I always thought I was never good enough
But when those harsh words came out of your mouth
I finally knew i was right all these years
And no matter how much I had hoped, or wished over the years that I was wrong
I was right, and it KILLED to be right.

I'm feeling kinda empty inside..........
Kinda lost

I haven't thought of the razor in forever
But now I think of more permant ways, it's been forever since I thought of my death.....my sucide