How are you supposed to explain to your friends that you feel completly uncared for, and unneeded

When you feel that they dont care or need you at all

My friend said sucide is selfish cause ur only thinkin about how sucky ur life is.........i realize that this is true........but i dont care.....i am perfectky fine with being selfish

Maybe I don't want my friends to care,
It would make killing myself so much easier

My life is slowly killing me
It is a tortorous death
So why can I not go ahead and end the pain

I told you that I was depressed and sucidal.....in an email
I wonder what you think when you see me in person...
Do you look at my eyes and finally see the pain I feel

You all think I'm strong, and have everything together
But inside I'm really just a lost, little girl looking for someone to love her

It's official I feel completly hopeless

You have to fight the urge to cut
What if I don't want to fight it
What if I want to give in
And let the blade slice into my arm

You're always on the fxcking phone with him
I am your daughter
Am I not good enough

Hiding how I truly feel
The only thing I'm good at