Why do I care what they think?
I do not know!?
So I guess I'll stop!

I just want to die...

What's worth living for anymore?
Cause I have no clue....

Tonight is going to be a bad night....
I can tell....

Tonight is one of those nights where I just need to give in....

Sometimes Iwish she would hit me,
There by killing me and soul,
Putting her words into action

Her best friend is in town
And It's like she's a different person!
Or is that who she really is,
And she's fake around me?
Either way I feel like I can't tell her that I am so close to falling of the edge,
Not when she's a this other person.....

I'm not sure who she is anymore.
She was my best friend,
But around her She seems so different.
Who is she really???

One of these days I will escape,
Either my running away
Or by sucide I don't really care anymore

I wrote a sucide note
Now the only question is whether or note I can commit the act that would finally set me free from the nightmare that has become my life......