I want her to say she's getting sick and tired of hearing the same old problems I have
because our friendship is the only thing keeping me from downing the bottle, or cutting a little deeper

I am such a faliure.......
To everyone.

All movies end happily ever after
I'm going to make a movie with a true ending
Ending in a with a broken girl in tears wanting to end her life.

And all she wants to do is....
JUMP.

She turns up the music to drown out her life.

And once again one more night of happiness was rushed away from me, and all by coming to this place, this place called home Just Now.

Her word make me jump in fright
I'm empty
I want to fall from the buliding
So my outside compsure will be just like my life....
A mess

Off to bed, off to dreams where the nightmares of life are chased away by soft sweet lullabies.....

I held onto the happiness for as long as i could, and then it decided to slip away from me as i walked through the door......into my house

Can I kill myself?
Please, break off our friendship
So the all my pain can be forgoten
By a Bullet
Or
A razor
Or
A Bottle