When your depressed and someone asks you 'whats wrong' isnt that going to make you even more depressed because they are asking you to relive your past and then they say 'oh' and walk away.

Gomen Nasai koi. You were my kiseki and i took you for granted. Gomen Nasai, I hope you find someone who takes better care of you then I did. But just so you know...Ai shiteru, and i always will....

Kimi o ai shitemasu= you and only you hold my heart.....

It is in japanease and it is so sweet when you say it to someone you truely love and and they dont even know what it means and then you get that chance to show them what it means.....physically