The heavens open up
The sun covered by clouds all around...
I thought we were done.
I thought I moved on...
Every night I go to sleep pleased its the end of...
Even though this loneliness will never go away...
Behind every smile of mine, behind every laugh
Is a girl that hates her life and doesn't want it...
I lay in bed,in this dark cold room.
I close my eyes,hoping Ill die soon...
Sitting here, crying in a corner.
All alone,forever a loner...
I wish you could see what you do to me.
Every night I try to sleep but cant because of...
I miss you so much I cant even explain.
I miss the way you protected me from pain...
You see me each day and see I'm smiling.
You think I'm okay,but inside I'm crying...
All I ever wanted was for you to see
how much you really mean to me...
You always make me laugh,you always make me smile.
Being with you makes living worth while...
There's nothing left to do
I cant stand the pain...