Laying in my bed,
pillow under my head...
Dead...
The feeling of when there is no spark in her...
I try to be brave, try to not let people see...
I try to be careful, try to not let people see how...
I stare at a blank ceiling, allowing the dark...
The settled feeling crawls over my bare arms and...
In my room I sit on the floor, dead center,
Eyes glazed, I can barely breath...
Pressure covers my head as I place my shaky hands...
Nothing seems to work, I press harder, willing...
In your arms,
There is nothing to fear...
I want to taste you one last time,
Feeling your arms around me...
Cut from the world,
I wish to be stolen of my breath...
On a cloud I lay,
A warm blanket pressed close to my shape...
Tears shed dark red,
Leaving thin trails over my skin...
My heart races as my feet glide silently on the...
Hair whipping across my face, stinging with every...