Hey, im amanda! My life isnt as bad as it could be but its bad enough to make me emo!! I almost always feel alone in a crowded in room and i've learned the hard way not to trust someone, especially when they say they love you!! I've been heartbroken, beaten, cheated, lied to, many things, all i want these days is a friend who i can talk to, someone who doesnt lie to me, someone who actually understands me and will always be there!!! Im a good listener alos so if there is someone who will listen to me then i will no doubt listen to them!!! i am very trustworthy, i just hope that there is someone out there who is the same way!!!! I would love to talk to someone who actually cares for me, cause if they do i'll care for themm too!!! I am easily put down cause my self esteem isnt very good, i dont do drugs or smoke or drink!!! im clean, i have a vow of absenence that i plan to keep!!!! I will not tolorate any perversion though!!! if your anythign like me then i'd love to talk!!!!

"So will you scatter my ashes where they won't be found?
I kept my word when I swore that I would let you down
And now that I'm gone
Try to forget me and just move on
So will you scatter my ashes where they won't be found?
I kept my word and you hate me for it now
You knew all along
Try to forget me and just move on"

^^^My Favorite Quote!!!!
-->Senses Fail (great great band!!)